I Love Hugs.......Just thought i would share that with everyone. No matter what time of day, year,month or season you can always give or recive a hug, no matter how bad your day has been a hug can always make it that little bit better.
the Dictonary says a hug is a way of showing efection so when you give someone a hug your letting them know you care with out using words.

I want to let you know that you all rock and i really do care about you all, thanks for all the hugs you have given me over the years i really aprecate it, its funny how many times i have been having a bad day and one of you have come up and given me a hug and put a smile on my face ....
thank you!

sleepy happy me

so yeah well ummmmm...... I have had 4 hours sleep in the last two day and i really don't know what i'm doing right know but i wanted to say that 2day has been such an aewsome day. I have finally bean able to let go of something that kept sneaking back into my life or maybe I was getting it out of the bin with out knowing anyway the good thing is i can finally close a chapter of my life and know i'm ready and exsited for the new one to begin....YAY

Afraid

Lately I have been learning to ‘do things afraid’ and I think its because I don’t like doing things out side of my comfort zone, so over the past couple of months I have been doing so and amazingly enough it works. Since this has been happening I found this great quote :

Courage is not the absence of fear but rather the judgement that something else is more important than fear.

It really has helped to put things into perspective specially when it comes to things I would never do or be afraid to do … like talk in front of people, take risks in areas that I could get hurt ect… but the great thing about it is that even tough I have had to take a risk and I was really freaking out it have produced some great fruit and had helped to grow my relationship with God as I have said yes to him more the I use to say no and am actually getting use to doing some of the things I use to hat doing.

where's the Love?

ok it's like 1:30 in the morning and i'm crashing at me best mates place and i have to be up and ready to leave at 9:30 so I can take my dad to a doctors appoitment so i should be sleeping but were having a great time. looking at others blogs and eating PRAWN CRACKERS.......yum.
It's always great hanging out with bronny she always makes me laugh and we can both be doing our own thing like i'm on the net and she's writting in our note book and were fine with is (no weird silences). i'm so blessed to have a mate like that and all my other friends, I couldn't live with out any of you, I'm so blessed to have you all in my life.

I realised today that God loves me it was weird (in a good way) but God is just so amasing and I am so blessed to be called his dauther. I know that I have always been loved by God but today I really felt it, it was awesome I hope this feeling never goes away :D

Note books

Yesterday I was going through some of my things and I decided to put all my note books in one place anyway once i had finished i found out that I have 34 note books, 3 sketch books, 2 locked diarys and half a note book that belongs to me and my bestfriend. I like note books. maybe I might be obessed with them not to sure, I actually brought one the other day it's purple and is one of those ring binded one. The thing is I think the reason i have so many note books is because you can use them for more then one thing and I tend to use each note book for diffrent reasons some to take notes at church, some for my poetry or songs, some for stories and others for sketching. maybe the reason is Is with a note book I can exspress myself from decorating the cover to filling the pages with my thought's and others thought that are alot smarter then me. So know you know that I like note books.

random stuff

ok I realised acouple of random things to day so here they are:
1. you need light to see, I was just asked to make my dad his milk coffee and tried to do it in the dark i know the kitchen rather well and it was hard.
2. when you sad, sad depressing music makes you happy, I really don't know why but it does :D.

Today was a mostly a great day when to the city, I actually haven't done that for a long time so it was good, just shoped and went on busses. then when to church which rocked. We are so blessed to be able to go to church so freely and not get attacted for it. so that was my day, tomorrow i'm working which i'm actually looking forward to. but for know I'm going to go and whatch the back of my eye lids.

public holladays, parking & shopping

I have just gotten home from work and it was a hard day(not that i didn't enjoy it). Firstly I have to admit that I don't like the day Before a public holladay reason being is probably because 99% of people act as if it's the end of the world and shop for it,When i got to work it took me around a hour to find a parking spot and that tested my patience but it was probbably a learning point that I didn't see at the time. To day when I left work at 9:30pm the shelfs were empty (most of them anyway). There is only one thing about the day before a public holladay which i like it's that they always makes the work day go fast and you talk to twice as many people so I supose that you have to take the bad to get the good so I should be greatfull for that. I hope you all have a wonderful Easter and enjoy your public holladay while it lasts :) .